To : Whomever it may concern

For a moment, it seems like the whole city just disappeared. The mist erases everything beyond this parking lot and the cold holds the sparks between my fingers together. She comes closer, but she is far away. Her face resembles one I know. She smiles in a strange way, stuck between a childish innocence and plain weariness. The smoke grows thicker. Maybe it is because I just saw a nice newly wed cheating on his pregnant wife, maybe because I realize it doesn´t bother me as much as I thought it would. Maybe because i could use a lonely moment. Maybe because my sterile words don´t harm anyone. Maybe because I just nodd and smile while she lets the door open to a total stranger. Maybe because that stranger is me. Somehow, it feels like I´m getting away with murder.